Bette Davis Eyes

Baby

You're the best thing ever happened to me.

I feel so

What's happening to me?

Don't know, but it feels right.
So right.

London calling

Yeah... I'm leaving in a few hours.

So long!

My relationship

I think a lot, especially when I'm alone. What I think about, philosophize, may be about total different things. A few minutes ago i began to think and wonder about my relationship with music, Kings of Leon is. Imagine yourself being in a long-term relationship. You're sure that this is the person that you will live, and be with forever. This is the person that comforts you when it's needed, this is the person you makes you laugh. That kind of relationship is what I have with Kings of Leon, and that's why I also know that it will last forever. Every relationship has its ups and downs, I might not love them as much as I'm used to always - but most importantly - I know they'll always be there and that's what I value.

Slow night, so long

Slow night so long, she's frenching out the flavour
She's 17 but i done went and plum forgot it

No tears are gone they're pooling on the table
no tears are gone they're leaving their mark behind

So far so good she's absolutely wasted
She's handing up and changing her story around

I just don't know where leading ladies come from
I just don't know where that can be found

She's opened up just like she really knows me
I hate her face, but enjoy the company

I'll take you home, or back to Oklahoma
You're not so nice, but the sex sells so cheap

Rise and shine all you gold-diggin' mothers
Are you too good to tango with the poor, poor boys

KINGS OF fucking LEON

I went to Copenhagen this week to see them. Me and Elin met the most gorgeous boys and had a bless. It's all right, kill me now, at least I'll die happy. London is coming up on Wednesday. Will be awesome. I'm tired and trying to upload all the pictures from Denmark on Facebook which takes like forever.

Memories of D.

Every once in a while, my mind slips to some of my memories. Dating back to the age of 16-17, me and C used to hang out with some skaters. C ended up in a year long relationship with one of them, after having a crush on his friend. It was all very complicated. However, sometimes a few other guys joined us for parties and concerts. My purpose on writing this, is that one of these guys apparently fell in love with me the second he saw me (he told my friend he was interesting in me, the day after we first met, that night he had seen me being way too drunk and been puking all night, how he would have the eyes for me... I still cannot tell) However, since we had the same friends we hanged out from time to time... Made out. Had fun. But I had no feelings for him. A year later I talked to C about this, and she told me he still hadn't got over me. We hadn't met a single time that year. I think I've met him once these last years. I have no idea what he's up to, if he's even around, what he looks like. No fucking idea and it irritates me. I know I tried to convince myself to give it a try, but my negative thoughts seemed to get on the harder thought.

Tomorrow's "must do:s"

My calender is somewhere in the house. Probably by the table in the living room and since I'm lying in bed and is way too lazy to go get it, I use the blog for once (well, it happened before) as calender to note down tomorrow's "must do:s" before work at 5PM.

• Clean the second floor
  
• Gym
• Clean the car
• Book a hostel
  

Mr. Pattinson

Ed Westwick

I love this because;

• "CHAD?! At least call me Chase!!!"
• Kings Of Leon
  

Comic strip

I'm starring at a battle of wine and the thoughts crosses my mind; I should open it. I'm worth a glass (a bottle) of wine. After all, I've driven for three hours today. Layed so much effort in work these last days. And then my other half says; Nah, I shouldn't. I've been drinking way too much lately. Someone wants a battle of nice wine for free? It tastes good and you'll get drunk. Give me a call if so.

Graduation 090612

I graduated yesterday and had the best day and night every (ignoring the fact that my bf's boyfriend hit on me). This Saturday has included coach - water and TV. My limbs are non-move able since the alcohol made me quite clumsy... Or very. I'll update tomorrow again, still too hung over.



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Uh?

WTF. Kristen. Short hair. Makes no sense.
Well, it does, sort of. She's playing Joan Jett in The Runaways.
I'm taken by surprise. All though I liked her long hair, this hair cut actually suits her. Not many people would pull it off.

These boots are made for walking

If you saw right you would laugh. That's a promise. I'm walking around in my PJ's wearing my new heels, trying to stretch them out quite a bit. Plus I'm wearing wet socks to make it go faster. I bet I'll have a cold tomorrow waking up, in time for my prom. Just my luck.

In my head

I'm listening to Rob's music, pretty much as usual, but today - right now - it gives me more chills than ever.

15.26

HAHAHA.
Retard in Photo Booth.

I'm trouble

I'm at work and there's nothing to do at all. It took all in all two hours to do all the "must do's" and now here I am, with one hour left, sitting by the computer. Well, I shouldn't do this but my stomach hurts as well. My mind tells me there's a lot of things to do still, my hearts another.

A memory recently crossed my mind. Me and some friends were going into a club in central London called "Metro", a typical club playing indie music. However, we were quite tittering and one guard tells another in a low voice "trouble girls"

Killmangiro

It's quite rare getting complemented by strangers in today's society. That's way I was so chocked and therefore self-conscious at work. A customer, he's about 40, told me "You have such a beautiful smile, I noticed it when I first saw you and had to tell you". My reaction was to scratch my head, getting blushed cheeks, watching my feet and saying (in a quiet and timid voice); Thanks.... Eh. OK.

Day and nite'

School's officially over. Well, everything's handed in and I've received my grades. The finally is next week, prom at Wednesday and the breaking-up day at Friday. It feels a bit melancholy since I've actually spent the last three years with my class mates. However, I'll study once again this autumn but for now, it's over. To celebrate this, some of the girls went out yesterday but it was an early night for me. Think I got home around 00.00/12.00. It's pouring rain outside which crashed my plans to go out running before work. Can't I just not begin working now? Do I have to wait for four more hours? Sigh.

Naaaw

This is so incredible cute. First; Kristen drops the popcorn during her speech, and Rob's reaction by just laughing. If I'd drop the popcorn, I'd be called an idiot but somehow Kristen comes away with it. She's such a charmer!

Also I cannot understand Kristen didn't kiss Rob (never mind she has a bfriend) I'd so not dis him. I'd do him.(Cissi, reading this?)

Time for heroes

Life's an open battle, that's for sure. I constantly put myself in trouble. I wish I could talk about it all open fulfilly, but it's impossible. I wish I didn't have to had it, I wish I know why. I wish I wouldn't have put me in this stupid situation which must be kept in a secret from few individuals. I make myself sick! Trying to escape from reality, trying to ignore the problems and keep the horrible thoughts away. I've always been called a "dreamer" and that's for fact, is true. All though I may realize the problems it's hard to do something about it and now it's too late. I thought I'd manage it, but, in fact not. This stupid thing that's happened (by my own fault) will follow me forever. I won't ever forget it.

Well, on the happy side, I went to my hairstylist yesterday and re-did my hair. It's awesome and I'm satisfied.

Sorry blame it on me

Now I know what disappointment feels like. As a graduation gift, my dad bought me a trip for London with all being paid. However, I was going to spend a week with my bf with she called me yesterday due to the fact she has got an opportunity to work as a English teacher in Italy in July. Therefore, I might have to spend a week all by myself. Sure, I know her roomies since I've been there before and I knew one of them even before but it won't be the same. We had planned this for forever, she even made herself free from work that week, so even if I'll have a good time, it won't be the same at all. A and P won't be able to spend time with me 24/7 due to work. She's not sure if she'll be going yet, and I must point out that I feel with her. If it wouldn't be for me, she would be going.

I wish not to force her staying in London, but, she's going to India for sex weeks in August. If she'll be going to Italy, she must quit her job and look for a new when she gets back won't be the easiest since the economy worldwide isn't the greatest. I'd understand her more if it was for three, six months but sacreefising all that stability she has built up by fighting for it, won't be worth for a month. At least that's my opinion.

M, if you read this, I'm not mad with you, I'm just frustrated of the situation. I love you anyway.

Radio

Shaking like a dog shittin' razorblades,
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me
I'm waking up all alone, waking up so relieved
while you're taking your time with apologies,
I'm making my plans for revenge
Red eyes on orange horizons
If Columbus was wrong I'd drive straight off the edge
I'd drive straight off the edge

Taking your own life with boredom,
I'm taking my own life with wine -
it helps you to rule out the sorrow,
it helps me to empty my mind
Making the most of a bad time
I'm smoking the brains from my head
Leaving the coal calling the kettle black and orange and red
This kettle is seeing red

I've got a big fat fuckin' bone to pick with you my darling
In case you haven't heard I'm sick and tired of trying
I wish you would take my radio to bathe with you,
plugged in and ready to fall

Kings of Leon, 07/07

I got a pleasant surprise earlier after opening my mail box.