Memories of D.

Every once in a while, my mind slips to some of my memories. Dating back to the age of 16-17, me and C used to hang out with some skaters. C ended up in a year long relationship with one of them, after having a crush on his friend. It was all very complicated. However, sometimes a few other guys joined us for parties and concerts. My purpose on writing this, is that one of these guys apparently fell in love with me the second he saw me (he told my friend he was interesting in me, the day after we first met, that night he had seen me being way too drunk and been puking all night, how he would have the eyes for me... I still cannot tell) However, since we had the same friends we hanged out from time to time... Made out. Had fun. But I had no feelings for him. A year later I talked to C about this, and she told me he still hadn't got over me. We hadn't met a single time that year. I think I've met him once these last years. I have no idea what he's up to, if he's even around, what he looks like. No fucking idea and it irritates me. I know I tried to convince myself to give it a try, but my negative thoughts seemed to get on the harder thought.

Tomorrow's "must do:s"

My calender is somewhere in the house. Probably by the table in the living room and since I'm lying in bed and is way too lazy to go get it, I use the blog for once (well, it happened before) as calender to note down tomorrow's "must do:s" before work at 5PM.

• Clean the second floor
  
• Gym
• Clean the car
• Book a hostel
  

Mr. Pattinson

Ed Westwick

I love this because;

• "CHAD?! At least call me Chase!!!"
• Kings Of Leon
  

Comic strip

I'm starring at a battle of wine and the thoughts crosses my mind; I should open it. I'm worth a glass (a bottle) of wine. After all, I've driven for three hours today. Layed so much effort in work these last days. And then my other half says; Nah, I shouldn't. I've been drinking way too much lately. Someone wants a battle of nice wine for free? It tastes good and you'll get drunk. Give me a call if so.

Graduation 090612

I graduated yesterday and had the best day and night every (ignoring the fact that my bf's boyfriend hit on me). This Saturday has included coach - water and TV. My limbs are non-move able since the alcohol made me quite clumsy... Or very. I'll update tomorrow again, still too hung over.



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Uh?

WTF. Kristen. Short hair. Makes no sense.
Well, it does, sort of. She's playing Joan Jett in The Runaways.
I'm taken by surprise. All though I liked her long hair, this hair cut actually suits her. Not many people would pull it off.

These boots are made for walking

If you saw right you would laugh. That's a promise. I'm walking around in my PJ's wearing my new heels, trying to stretch them out quite a bit. Plus I'm wearing wet socks to make it go faster. I bet I'll have a cold tomorrow waking up, in time for my prom. Just my luck.

In my head

I'm listening to Rob's music, pretty much as usual, but today - right now - it gives me more chills than ever.

15.26

HAHAHA.
Retard in Photo Booth.

I'm trouble

I'm at work and there's nothing to do at all. It took all in all two hours to do all the "must do's" and now here I am, with one hour left, sitting by the computer. Well, I shouldn't do this but my stomach hurts as well. My mind tells me there's a lot of things to do still, my hearts another.

A memory recently crossed my mind. Me and some friends were going into a club in central London called "Metro", a typical club playing indie music. However, we were quite tittering and one guard tells another in a low voice "trouble girls"

Killmangiro

It's quite rare getting complemented by strangers in today's society. That's way I was so chocked and therefore self-conscious at work. A customer, he's about 40, told me "You have such a beautiful smile, I noticed it when I first saw you and had to tell you". My reaction was to scratch my head, getting blushed cheeks, watching my feet and saying (in a quiet and timid voice); Thanks.... Eh. OK.

Day and nite'

School's officially over. Well, everything's handed in and I've received my grades. The finally is next week, prom at Wednesday and the breaking-up day at Friday. It feels a bit melancholy since I've actually spent the last three years with my class mates. However, I'll study once again this autumn but for now, it's over. To celebrate this, some of the girls went out yesterday but it was an early night for me. Think I got home around 00.00/12.00. It's pouring rain outside which crashed my plans to go out running before work. Can't I just not begin working now? Do I have to wait for four more hours? Sigh.

Naaaw

This is so incredible cute. First; Kristen drops the popcorn during her speech, and Rob's reaction by just laughing. If I'd drop the popcorn, I'd be called an idiot but somehow Kristen comes away with it. She's such a charmer!

Also I cannot understand Kristen didn't kiss Rob (never mind she has a bfriend) I'd so not dis him. I'd do him.(Cissi, reading this?)

Time for heroes

Life's an open battle, that's for sure. I constantly put myself in trouble. I wish I could talk about it all open fulfilly, but it's impossible. I wish I didn't have to had it, I wish I know why. I wish I wouldn't have put me in this stupid situation which must be kept in a secret from few individuals. I make myself sick! Trying to escape from reality, trying to ignore the problems and keep the horrible thoughts away. I've always been called a "dreamer" and that's for fact, is true. All though I may realize the problems it's hard to do something about it and now it's too late. I thought I'd manage it, but, in fact not. This stupid thing that's happened (by my own fault) will follow me forever. I won't ever forget it.

Well, on the happy side, I went to my hairstylist yesterday and re-did my hair. It's awesome and I'm satisfied.