NYLON

We had to create a magazine cover during a lesson today, here's mine with the one and only Alison Mosshart. I'd so marry her if I'd been gay.

Salvador Dali - Edmund Freud

Today during psychology class we studied Edmund Freud's different theories about why we behave the way we do, but, the main point I'd like to mention is the fact the Spanish artist Salvador Dali was inspired by his theories. I wouldn't care if it wasn't because Rob Pattinson play him in the upcoming movie Little Ashes. My guts are telling me my teacher like how I have this good all-around education. I didn't tell him about my obsession though... Haha

Project: necklaces

I can't get enough necklaces, got plenty of it but never seem to grow tired with it. My next project is to buy plenty of chains and make something cool out of it, in the style of above.

New haircolor

I can't believe I'm actually showing you this picture. I look like a bitch.
Anyway, the reason why I uploaded this one is for you to see my new hair color.

Must have and must give away

I want these shoes. I'll throw myself at them when they get to the store.

I went to Mika and Carolina's place earlier and they were cleaning out their closets. The minute I got home, I started doing the same. There's this huge four piles of clothing + different bags waiting to be given away. About 50% of all the stuff have never been used, and most of it are different brands. I don't even want to know how much money I've spent on it. Just give me a call if you'd like something. I'm more than willing to give it away, as long as I don't have to see it!

ALISON MOSSHART

Alison Mosshart (The Kills) is the coolest woman ever.

London, here I come

My dad just told me that if I'd like, I can get a trip to London in graduation gift. YES! I'll get everything paid and have an awesome time with all of my friends. It's one year left til I move there. Although it feels like forever, this trip during the summer will help me to keep my thoughts straight.

Malin got home from London yesterday and we haven't met since I was in London in December. We had such a good time, we talked, laughed, went out clubbing etc. The clubbing part wasn't that fun though. I live in this town with a population around 100 000 people. There's about five clubs I think and the people are soooo young! I feel old being there.

I'm off to work in an hour. I'm really tired and the coffee doesn't seem to do any good. I'll only work five hours and I'll earn $130 which makes it worth being bored.

Robert Pattinson

Malin's boyfriend saw Robert Pattinson the other day.
I'm jealous to death.

Sleepless night

I can't sleep. Thousands of thoughts have been running through my mind the last two hours. For once, I would like to sleep and wake up early.

To die for

Love, love, love it! Givenchy campaign A/W 2008

My hair looks awesome. Love it! Unfortunately I'm too lazy to show it tonight. Looks red in Photobooth and I can assure you it's not.

H-eeeeath Ledger

It's been one year since the one and only, Heath Ledger died because of an overdose. It's weird because it feels like he died just a few month ago. It was also announced today, a few minutes ago, he's nominated for The Oscars. His family says "it helps the healing to really see he accomplished something". He's nominated for his part in Batman: Dark Knight.

I actually think he'll win. First: He did an amazing work. No one could impossibly play the Joker better than him. Second: His death was tragic. His last work hadn't even had premiere. It was such a stir around the hole situation. I also think that not as many people would have seen this movie if it wasn't because his death.

Coffee time

Coffee time and later going to my hairstylist. I'm so excited!

The Blowers Daughter

XOXO Gossip Girl

My night is all about watching Gossip Girl. Or at least it was. I watch the episodes online (mainly at watch-gossip-girl). The dilemma is the fact you are only allowed to watch 72 minutes / day for free. I wasn't aware of this, which made me really upset when a pop up confronted me that I'll must wait an hour to finish the episode.

Taylor Momsen must be the prettiest 15 year old girl world wide. No wonder she got this huge model contract. If I was a guy, I'd do her. Haha

Drugs don't work

For FUCK sake, I don't get the point about writing about different drugs-scenarios in their blog. All right, go ahead and do it but it's not cool. It's immature "Look at me, I'm sooo rad, I do drugs and sleep with different guys every night". (Since I'm only brave enough to confront guys while being on drugs) Come on. Grow up. This isn't anything you share to the public.

Me myself have tried pretty much anything besides drugs. Why haven't I? Because it fucks with your mind. You loose control of yourself and I know myself that much, that if I tried, I would get caught up in it. I don't want to be white trash and can also see myself heading towards a twenty-year-long relationship as an drug-addict, if I try. Neither do I believe giving up drugs. It's like with fags or alcohol, once a smoker always a smoker. Once an alcoholic, always an alcoholic. I've made my decision, what's yours?

And yeah... I pretty much have no idea why I'm even writing this.
I'm just upset over something and I'm not even aware of what.
That's mainly the reason why I wrote this, I think.

Breaking Dawn

I began reading Breaking Dawn for the third time in less than a month.
I'm quite bored.
Going downtown now to make an appointment with my hairstylist.
No more blonde for me, thanks.
Later, the gym.

Stupidness

I'm so stupid.
A few weeks ago I deleted everything on my computer since it's been slow.
Before I did it, I didn't look after my Photoshop disc.
I have no idea where it is.
I'm feeling disabled without it.
I want to edit pictures, make different collages and mainly I must to some homework in it.
I'm so blonde.

London Calling

It's kind of weird because I'm living my life through London.
I imagine my life there constantly. I must move now.
Can't stand living here much longer. All my friends live there.
Too bad I must finish school before I leave.
My dad is not too satisfied with my desicion about moving there.
It feels like while living here, my life stands still.
I do the same things everyday.
Wake up - school - the gym - work - hanging out with friends.
I like my life but need some changes to develop my personality to the better.

"I like to play with my own trumpet"

I saw this clip yesterday, which is rad.
Today at work my mind somehow made me think of Rob saying:
"Sometimes I like to play with my own trumpet to keep up sexual tension."
I bursted out laughing while helping a customer.
Worst of all, I couldn't stop. I couldn't talk in common sense.
The costumer told me I'm 'odd'.

UPDATE 1: the video somehow has disappeared, I'll upload it once agan asap.
UPDATE 2: apparently it's working now.

No-no-no

That's me less than a year ago.
Redhead, septum piercing and stretched ears.
I grew tired of having piercings so I decided to take them out.
My ears look like a mess. I used to have 16mm, maybe they've shrink to 10 by now.
I've become more mature.
I must admit that I still think it looked good, but I want to be able wearing earrings and not have this piercing straight in my face.

Somewhere Over The Rainbow

I went to the theaters yesterday to see Australia. I found it way too long-lasting (2.45h) but i suppose it was all right.

It's so freaking cold at the moment. I don't know if it's because of my diet or if it really is cold. I must lay in bed not to fall a part.

I begin work at 18.00, I really don't want to. This is one of these days that I want to lay in bed all night long by myself. I don't want to be social and being forced to be nice to everyone. But, at least it gives me cash.

Full Moon

I just finished to study which totally sucked but at least I'm able to watch Twilight now.

Update tomorrow.

Slow Suicide

I'm writing an essay at the moment about Ernst Hemingway's The Sun Also Rises. It wasn't bad, only terrifically boring! I supposse you know books mean a lot to me, I read between 4-6 books / week. But this one, I could barely stand it. I became tired of Jake Barnes (the narrator) and his friens daily visits at different bars to get drunk. And now, I'm apparently suppossed to write this huge and important essay about it. I'm not even aware if I can do it, a feeling of panic is heading towards me.

Some last words for you folks, DO NOT READ THAT BOOK!

New Romantic

"I would never love a man 'cause love and pain go hand in hand
and I can't do it again"

-Laura Marling

Man In Black

My play list is set on Johnny Cash at the moment. A feeling of relief fills me up, I don't know if Johnny Cash is the reason or all the coffee I've been drinking during the last hour.

Waiting for my parents to get home. Apparently I must help them lifting Christmas stuff to the attic since my stepmother can't. She's having a baby in less than a month. Some crazy things going on in my life. I mean, 20 year and getting another sibling? Feels even more logical for me to become a mother at that age, but, honestly I'm truly happy and excited. Practice for the future! Haha

Later, I'm going downtown to meet Cecilia over a coffee (I'll be hyper just in time for bed).

Kissy kissy

I'm pretty rad, if I must say. Got highest school-leaving certificate in the religion class and philosophy class today. No wonder why my dad has been keen to me today and my teachers haven't been repulsive at all. Awesome.

Fuck Forever

One of my closest friend is a girl called Malin. We've experienced pretty much everything together, until she moved to London this summer.

Around 03.30 this night I received a text message that said "I'm just on my way home form a gig with Pete Doherty. He played in one club. I Touched his shoulder ;) Wish you were there babe! Xxx Malin"

I couldn't sleep at all after reading that. Babyshambles and Libertines are two things of many we've have in common. Nothing exciting happens where I live. I'll finish school and then I'm out.

Rewind

My World Tour for Nintendo Wii was delievered yesterday early in the morning. Honestly, I'm a pretty much brutal person. Instead of hitting the dreams perfectly I hit them with all my power. And guess what. I destroyed them last night. GO ME! I hadn't even had them for a day. $3000 on nothing.

And if it wasn't enough, when i made coffe this morning I slipped and fell on my back covered in coffee. As I wrote in another post, I'm doomed.

Critical acclaim

I want SUN. It's been snowing all day and I could hardly get to the gym earlier because of the slipperness. Thought the icy condition would make me crash any second.

Rites of spring

So here I am... Once again. This must be my fourth blog. Since it's a new year I thought why not try to document the coming one as much as possible? I mean, my life can be pretty exciting when I want it to. I constantly find it hard to introduce myself, it always ends up by just writing "Hi. My name is Sandra and I'm a soon-to-be 20 year old girl (woman)". I mean, there's hundreds of people with both that name and age! DAAH.

I'm that kind of girl who probably would to pretty much anything for love. I'm that kind of girl who love boys with guitars and dreams about one. I'm that kind of girl who's mostly happy. I'm that kind of girl who wouldn't be afraid of travel across the world alone. I'm that kind of girl who's born with bad luck. I'm that kind of girl who read more books than you. I'm that kind of girl who has vision about her life, all though they're hard to implement.